Theres your trouble

Everyone has their own bubble, interests, and experiences but when there is a time or place where you get the oppritunity to branch out... I hope you take it.

In my most embarrassing moments I like to blame it on the one, the only, Lola. Now she is my alter ego and do not confuse the two of us together because gosh darn it, we are vastly different humans.

Exhibit A: Lola can roll into any scene and or scenario and legitimately make it her bitch. She divides from me and says "Sayonara bitch time to go make an ass of yourself." 

Exhibit B: Michelle wakes up the next morning ass naked and unsure of her surroundings.. Freaking Lola. 

Regrets? absolutely not. 

My biggest regrets are usually my hangovers which make it ultimately impossible for me to smile or carry a conversation. 

But, what I have realized most lately is that I truly do not owe anyone anything. (My sweet friend reminded me of this recently the one I drove 22 hours to see.) 

In my head I always replay scenarios  like a mad woman and attempt to fix my actions (which is stupid because why? Just why?), all in all I get so consumed by absolute non-sense, whether we as people like it or not things happen for a reason. Some things are in our control and that is exactly why recently for myself I have been traveling like its nobody's business because its true, it really is not anyones business.

In the end what do you want your life to look like? Do you want to say you lived a safe life or to the fullest(cliche)? Mistakes happen but most likely those little errors guide you somewhere you never thought you'd find. 

Why the heck not? 

Hop in your car, see new cities, find out what you like, make new friends, if you are lucky enough hop on the back of a motorcycle.

LET YOUR LOLA FLY! (if you have a Lola, I hope you don't she's ruthless. Hopefully your alter ego is a little nicer to you.)