High-school Butterflies

Hey boys,
The definition of enamored is to be filled with a feeling of love. Now let me explain this very stupid, stupid feeling.
Well, my life seems to be filled with constant movie scenarios where I may or may not put myself in these situations that leave me definitely confused.
Have you ever had this consuming mind bottling crush that literally is just unexplainable. There is not much to it, maybe its just attraction, maybe its just the sex, maybe just maybe its infatuation.
Marroon five wrote a song about infatuation once. Boy is that band underrated.

Anyways, isn't it strange how you can have such a middle school crush but really you know nothing about that person?
You get the shaky voice, I even get those stupid shaky hands. Does that even make sense?
For someone like myself who is not super lovey dovey or into any type of that nonsense, I can help but want to be romantic. How lame.

My best friend told me "oh my god you do have a heart?"

I never catch feelings for anyone like real feelings. Well its been a minute for sure. Why him?

Im like twelve in his eyes and he's like ancient in my eyes.

NOW EXPLAIN THAT TO ME?