Covid- 911

Maybe this was a challenge for all of you. Maybe this was not planned, but here we are. We are here and we are all connected in a cosmic way. This cosmic way is a virus. Now we weren’t prepared but we were engulfed and trampled like a tsunami, our lives changed all so quickly, unexplainably and yet for there to be a cure. Maybe, this happened to for all us to decide to grow, to become something we never for saw for ourselves. The beauty is maybe we have the chance to explore something from our past. We all are experiencing changes and hard ships that are beyond our control but, it’s up to us to make the best of what is happening. I recently, before the virus was existing in my day to day life, was lost and consumed by the excitement of working in a bar setting and being surrounded by people who were just like me or similar. Just looking for a light to follow in the lives we live. In the essence I found great people but as time went on I began to lose who I was. I lost my path. It happens to everyone a few times or more in their lives. Long story short I lost grip of my own surroundings and was left to fall hoping somebody would catch me. As I fell it was not as graceful due to those I chose to surround myself with. Now, that is not anyone else’s fault except myself. In this fall, I fell hard so hard there were scars left behind that left me aching.  However in this time I found that those who I was hoping would pick me up once I fell would come back for me, never did. Which In this time alone in isolation brought me to pick up my own pieces. Covid-19 might be a time for containment but, it is not a place where we cannot grow from it. It is a challenge and with any challenge  it leaves us the question, who is it that we want to be? How do we want our lives to shape up to be?