Hi Stranger

If you don’t remember this blog is just about me writing nonsense and just trying to make y’all smile or be relatable. I also like to write about what’s going on.

It’s funny how we can weed out who we are interested in or who we are kicking to the curb. Thinking back I don’t think I would have dated the people I dated in the past. I know now that I learned so much, maybe that’s all apart of what growing is up all about. I got asked recently, if I was dating or interested in anyone but I answered “no absolutely not”. I know there’s always the off chance that I’ll meet someone anyone at this point but right now it’s not looking so hot. I have fleeting feelings towards those of my past but then I remember the things I have felt and regretted. I am sure we all feel those things. It’s hard being young and unsure of the forever. I want to know what forever feels like. I know being scared of the reality and dating is nonsense but at the moment I am fed up being hurt and nauseous knowing whether or not someone or some creature feels the same way. There is always that pretty boy lingering in the background but it all seems so iridescent so out of reach. But, in the mean time I’ll be with my girls. Your girls are a squad they are there for you no matter what. Much like the boyzzz much like the song “the boys are back in town”. We are all just looking for those buds to fall back on. I’m sorry I haven’t been around try to write soon. 

Xxx,

Shell 

Bisous (French for kisses)