The Dating Renissance

Life is weird in ways that are unexplainable and tedious. You throw yourself out there and all of the sudden life or the universe (however you wanna word it) decided to shit on the idea of moving forward. You fall in love and you think it’s the one or in better terms he’s the one. Dumb, because my friend you are twelve or twenty give or take in my own personal experience. It’s weird you can be so sure or feel so strongly and in the end it wasn’t meant to be. Who in the hell decides that and how do I file an appointment with that person. Recently, I have decided well hun you can not sit around and wait for the potential suitors gotta go out and get them. But, jokes on me I should really not be out and about maybe theses dating apps haven’t cracked up to all they have been. I went on two dates in the past couple of nights and the first one the guy leaned over to kiss be with the most abrasive and awkward fart I have ever experienced. Literally, more embarrassing than the third grade fart that happened to little old me in front of my whole class. I was just trying to pull my books out of my desk but they were jam packed so tight. It’s fine we are fine. Sometimes we need to figure things out the hard way. Sometimes we confess our feelings and they aren’t reciprocated but hey that’s life. My biggest thing was I didn’t want to lose the friend In the midst of the confession but we win some and we most definitely lose some.. a lot. The second date I had this week I realized I was talking to a man who could recite a straight up textbook. He may have been an angel but who knows. Meesh Joe Barnett could not hang and she lowkeyed dipped in all ways possible. Keep me in your thoughts as I keep you in mine. Home girl is struggling in her sea of fish. xxx happy new year to you hopefully it’s not as brutally honest as my new year. Xoxo. Shell. It’s an age for new exploration regardless of my feelings.. however, dating apps may be doomed. I’ll report back soon on that topic. Do things that make you uncomfortable.. who knows what could happen.