Shoutout to The Bitchin' Unaware Day Makers

The other day as I was walking through campus I had little glimpses of reality. Sometimes I get so invoked in myself or whats wrong in my life rather thank focusing on the whats going good. Minutes in Yoga are considered moments so this is me attempting to be "Yogi Zen Joe". Here we go. Don't hold your breath this might take a moment to explain. Lately, I have been so consumed by my past self its not necessarily someone I thought was great however, the past me was wrapped up in other peoples squanders. I never really stopped and appreciated the little things I was so consumed by making other people happy and pleasing those around me. Whether it be for my past boyfriends or even my past friends. Lets just get dramatic here and call them "Ghosts". I think things really do happen for a reason, In that sense running into people of your past is just a reminder. The reminder for me lately is "Girl, you are doing just fine and for those Ghosts I am sorry for you. You are stuck in the exact same situation as I was which took me about 4 years to get out of. Good-luck.". Ghosts will always be around unless you perform an exorcism which I don't advise because those scary movies never end well. Step back from my nonsense and think about the things that make you happy? Ponder you as an entity. WHAT GETS YOUR WHEELS TURNING??? It's almost that time of year again to focus on resolutions. How will you satisfy your dreams and desires( sounds dramatic but life is honestly moving with or without you)?  I know I need to stop the questions, it honestly is overwhelming because I don't even have the answers for it. But, if you are reading this make a list of three things for yourself this new year. Just three, but if i start to get your wheels turning then write more. The world is your oyster and I am lucky to just be living in yours. Okay, now with that list kids send it to me or don't . DM or text me or just Snap chat that shit. I recently learned how powerful those damn DMs are. Man oh man be careful aha. Anyways the point of this is to get not only myself thinking but you too. What is something you want to make happen this year??
I was in the library recently. That place is freaking dope I low-key love it but don't tell anyone.. I ran into an old friend. Naturally, he and I got to chatting but then we got quiet and I realized, those old friends you have that can be quiet for that one moment is the most satisfying thing. You've known this person for a hot minute and they honestly have been an awesome person all along. What solidified this moment was "Hey, I read your blog... (Mystery friend who I won't name for privacy purposes) made me read it. It was pretty sweet." Just those small words made my whole afternoon.
Sometimes we all need to find what makes us happy. What makes me truly happy is the fact that I have found a thing that I hope doesn't totally define me but writing makes me the happiest, hearing responses from others makes my heart melt. I love it. Find something for you because you are worth it.
Life is crazy but those crazy things help you change and become who you crave.
Find the crave its worth it baby.