Tough Goodbyes To The Best People

Theres tons of people in our lives that make an impression. Whether it be their smile, looks, personality or maybe an odd mixture off all those things. The person who I love the most is not just anyone, he is so much more than that. You know when you vibe with someone and you look at them and you can't help but laugh. You look into that persons eyes and you know you're just going to be okay. My favorite person definitely has paved me to be who I am today whether he knows that or not,  he has. Its strange the people who I can't seem to get rid of and who break my heart the most are the ones I want to be closest with. My absolute favorite person is full of love and warmth. He is absolutely the strongest fellow I know and I strive to be just as strong as him. He can be a bitch sometimes but hey he was the guy that took me to the skatepark even when I wore my little wedges and scooter. When in doubt believe it or not when in complete and utter failure I call you. You have to have a boy in order to carry out the darn male lineage or else Gerald would be pissed. You just had another birthday and thats wild another few years ahead of me showing me the light along the way. Now you are married with a wife that I can't help but adore (His wife is saved for a whole other blog post, she's deserves her own.) and a baby I can't wait to watch grow (Who is starting to also need her own blog post.)I look forward to our family's future. Your relationship gives me hope for future relationships . I am so thankful you have brought more family into our lives. Something that I learned recently about you, in which I truly hope to adopt, is your beautiful sense of patience. I envy your poise. You will always be so much stronger than me and in that I just get so consumed by. No matter how distant we get with our lives, like we have seen in our pasts, I just hope you know I am so proud of the head you hold on your shoulders. I can't remember a time I have seen you freak out. I look to you and it is a composure moment " everything is going to be okay. " like you tell everyone around you. That smile, that is worth a million bucks. I can't help but want to keep that on your face. I never want to see you struggle. You are my favorite person well until you get replaced.. There is so much more to rant about you but this is what came to light to me recently.
We all face a discomfort in life. The beauty of the matter is we also have the ability to take a step back remind ourselves of who we are thankful of. Sometimes, life throws tough things our direction but in the end I like to think of all the beautiful things it has brought to me. Tell people you love them and share the gratitude because, sometimes they don't know how important and impactful they are.
Embrace life to the fullest and the ones around you because they are all beautiful in their own ways
You are always my sweetest hello and the toughest goodbye. (cliche' all up in this Bitch.)