Temporary Funks

Life is funny in a sense where people are constantly coming and going. I had a friend who told me, he said that everything is so temporary. Our friendship was temporary and basically the whole time we were friends he fought me in a way that just wouldn't let me in. I grew a liking for him and I couldn't help but want to be there for him. He didn't want that. I didn't know how to control myself or even attempt to tell him I was falling for him. I decided to blow it (my usual way of doing things).So in my twenty something mind I figured the best time would be increasingly drunk and a classy little text. Haven't seen him all up until recently. Psycho, I know. So, if you read this I am sorry. If you don't read well, now my readers know now too. I saw him a couple weeks ago along with a few other ghosts of my past and I couldn't help but laugh because he was so accurate so many things are temporary. What I have learned recently though is that some things just aren't. Some things are meant to last and be apart of your life. Life is crazy that way. I felt as though I have been loosing my mind lately. However, what is great is that the people whom aren't temporary always creep back up at the perfect time. It is almost like they knew and had that crazy sense that I needed them. I woke up late today packed a lot of my shit to escape Long Beach ( To see my beloved brother, his Wife and Doobie dragon(she's a dragon for halloween)(how cute)). Showed up late to school. Contemplated ditching. Almost, got hit by a tractor, I got yelled at by an old man, got an extra strong coffee (waiting for that to kick in stat). I am here because that gave me time to write to y'all but then I had an epiphany I ran into two lovely hearts. I hadn't seen them in a bit and instantly i felt like i was coming back to life that things aren't so bad and listening to really loud sad girl music isn't always the answer. We all need to lean on music to get us through stuff but really in the end we just need those kind faces smiling at you just genuinely happy to see you. Question: when you're sad what do you do? Dm me on Instagram if you have an answer for me (research). But, just think about it how do you get out of your funk. Funky town is not all that is has cracked up to be. I try my best not to depend on people but those people we call friends and family, love you for who you are. Don't be scared funky town sucks. Open up.