Hit Me With Your Best Shot- Pat Benatar

Hey? How yah doing? Oh I'm fine just Bitchin'. Sometimes we are afraid to pour our hearts into something but when we do our guard is down.  It's strange you can become so invested in something and then all of the sudden it's clear it is not where you should be. Constantly, we go through our lives and currently for me it happens to be college and school. I feel as though I never know what I am doing or where I am going. I was having a conversation today with my Dave meaning my step dad. He was giving me a talk about being involved in politics and understanding what is going on in our crazy ass world. I blatantly told him I just don't have an interest in paying attention to politics. Isn't that insane? I live in a country where it is built up off of having a voice and being heard and all I want to do is live in my tiny little bubble and watch my silly Netflix shows and drink wine? Call me crazy but I swear I am fun. I asked this in one of my other little writings how do we figure out what is worth our time and what is not? Our small everyday struggles are so consuming but isn't everyone else going through the same but teeny tiny struggles? For example my Dave's small small crisis (not even a crisis but I am using it as a an example) was having to find his flour ( in which he used in another recipe(someone is getting old)) and then me being home when I should be at school where he can openly be weird without an audience other than his furry companions with four legs. Obviously, he wasn't upset with me being around but you know when things don't go as planned how do you cope with it. Or take advantage of the turn of events. Today I got to spend one on one time with a man who is almost as crazy as me. He is so wildly intelligent and even helped me get a pull on this damn twelve page research paper. Special shoutout to my Dave I don't know what I would do without your love and support even though we drive each other crazy. You rock. Thanks for putting a smile on my face, pal. I 100% am avoiding to write because, I would rather be writing to you fellow friends/readers. To be honest my most unplanned events turn to be my most fun. I sometimes get let down but around the corner there is always the surprise of a new friend, potential suitor, or maybe just a laugh. Keep those beautiful eyes peeled you never know a turn of events could be in your favor. Take the risks because that is what life is for getting those experiences under your belt so you can look back and think boy, I was a badass. Happy Monday guys its all going to be okay no matter what you are going through, you got this! XXX Bisous. Fire away.
Shell