He's just not that into you

When a conversation just stops and you sit there just wondering what went wrong you tend to lean on your friends to over analyze the situation. Or just be a man and go out on a "Saturday Night for the Boiz". If you don't spell "Boiz" like that then you need to start it's too much fun. In the movie "He's Just Not that into you" theres the exception to the rule concept. Theres that one person who just breaks all your rules. You can't but be just absolutely consumed by them. What are your rules? What are you looking for? For example, I had been playing cat and mouse with this silly boy who we refer to as "Party Girl" I finally went to hangout with him. We have good conversation and I thought we'd get along pretty well. I get there to the destination of choice in Laguna and the first thing I noticed was the horrendous stench of cigs. Rule number one not down with the cigs. Sure if I'm feeling myself on a good one and will indulge but not an everyday hobby. Anyways,  so I'm there and within a few minutes of talking he pin pointed me to a T. It was wild he knew me oddly well before I even could come up with words. Strangest moment. I looked away and I knew I wasn't into it. He Just began explaining me in a way I wasn't ready to admit. Jedi mind tricks if you ask me. He kept on persisting to kiss me and I couldn't bring myself to do it. He knew too much i had to get out quick. But how? My hair was wet before I came over I can't use the classic "I need to wash my hair" trick. Honestly, its very rare the tables have turned and its she just not that into you. I got out of that place as soon as I could. I learned something strange that night I couldn't have been more stoked to have learned what my real true type was. He wasn't cutting it. So back to what I am really attempting to get at here when a conversation stops and you are left wondering why, be so thankful because literally dude you are so much more badass than that guy/girl/thing whatever it is consider it lucky you dodged the bullet. If someone doesn't like you the way you should be liked than they are missing out because I don't even know you whoever is reading and I know theres something deeper than the exterior of you. Find your freedom. You never know who's coming around the corner. Ill end with this. Yesterday on the 25th of october I went to yoga. Yes, I am a up and coming yogi. "You will travel the world and look for somebody and something to Love, but you need to realize you are the one you need to love first, the other good things come in time"- me because i can't quite remember what my yoga teacher said but it was somewhat along those lines. So i have taken it and molded into some sort of nonsense that hopefully you readers digest and use in your lives because all we can do it try.
SENDING HAPPY THOUGHTS YOUR WAY.. don't worry every little thing is gonna be alright. LOVE TO ALL.