Defining my Happiness

Get this. Somedays we go through life with our headphones in listening to our favorite artists bands or even comedians (I love you Chris Delia). Scared to talk to the people around us we shut them out with our silly electronics. Sadly,  that is the definition of Long Beach state. I figured I should conduct my own research well mostly because my headphones blew up because somehow how I got them in my coffee.. Well, any who we won't get into that one.. long morning leaving it at that. During my research today I said small witty comments making someone smile or kinda stare at me weird and  laugh it off either way in my eyes it was a win. I have three eyes by the way because ones on the back of ankle as a tattoo I got it with one of my best friends. One instance in particular there was a point in my day where a girl was working in this snack shop on campus and she was cute kinda little ruffled up. she had a mad case of hump day vibes so close to the weekend and yet so far. She literally dropped all of the sandwiches she was stocking up. I looked over at her as I helped her pick it up and told her " Same girl same, I feel you. I hope your day gets better you're gonna kill it" I didn't buy anything and as I walked away I wondered if she will remember me. She said to me "you're so nice" and in the back of my head I wondered if thats how everyone sees me. Do people see me as the forever resting bitch face girl or do they see me as that obnoxious girl who posts too many things on her Instagram? Back to the research do we think that being openly social and saying hi to people makes them think boy you're a nerd OR man how do I get that happy? How do we know if we are really happy. What defines the happy feeling? I often wonder who i am walking past in the halls of school or even just out in public. I wonder the thoughts that are in just a random person's mind and where they are off to in order to complete their days. My current screen saver is "good things take time" I think it is true we don't know how much time we have here but if we use it to our fullest extent. Simply by reaching out to someone and making that random person feel important is my definition of happy making others feel necessary for existence. A simple text from someone random even in class when sitting two feet away from them can make a smile on my face in particular. "i need a beer smh" this is a text that made me smile today. What made you smile?